I have always struggled to lose weight, but when I finally get to that point I find myself in a relationship with another person who is a bit of a glutton. a year ago, I was still overweight/obese but I genuinely, only ate once a day with maybe a snack or two in-between because that was the only time I really got hungry was at the end of the day. I started to date this guy who ate breakfast, lunch, and dinner. All usually pretty big meals, mostly fast food or take out. I started to do so too and now I feel back to being addicted to eating that often and eating out.
He used to be extremely fit but this was an ex who decided he had peaked when he hit 25. He also told me running was "unnatural" and bad for you and encouraged me to go to the gym and lift weights/do resistance training but I just...like running and walking. But I cared a lot about his opinion and just didn't go to the gym for several reasons (most are my personal, lazy reasons) but also going and having him with me and judging me for using the treadmill. I just hate that about myself.
I don't plan on dating anyone, I still haven't since then. But i'm scared i'll find myself in a relationship in the future and then relapse so this weight loss journey means nothing. I'm about to be 25, I can't keep doing this.
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