I (26F) started my weight loss journey at 261 pounds mid January 2023. I got down to 204 pounds by November 2023 and got pregnant with my son. I had my son in August 2024 and since lost all the baby weight and then some. I’m now 198 pounds but I’m not feeling as happy as I thought I’d be. My goal is 155-160 with some muscle so I’m not far off my goal now compared to where I was at but holy shit.
I feel fatter than I was. It’s like this past week I’ve started seeing my body, fat rolls and all for the first time. I cannot believe I was confident at 230 pounds. I thought getting back below 200 would make me happy but instead I’ve just become disgusted with who I was. I think about all the times I was able to eat 2000 calories in one sitting and then have a snack afterwards and I’m disgusted. When I was 261 I don’t remember seeing my body the way I’m seeing it now and I’m skeptical that I will ever be able to trust my eyes again.
If you have gotten to your goal weight, do you feel satisfied with your body? Do you look at yourself with admiration? Or do you still see yourself as you once were?
Thanks for any and all input. I’m just feeling down I guess.
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