Hey, long time lurker here!
First, please, excuse me if my english is sloppy, it's not my first language. Feel free to correct me, I always learn something every day :)
I'm 30 years old man, my height is 184 cm and my starting weight was 138 kg (not exactly, probably even slightly more). I've always been on the fatter side but the weight skyrocketed after my traffic accident injury. Long story short - spinal fracture and among many others isn't exactly a good thing for at least a bit active lifestyle. The list of injuries goes on, but the other major one is that majority of ab muscles had to be removed (intenstine leakage in to open wound). Eventually it caught me in downward spiral of more intense chronic pain, painkiller abuse and of course, overeating in futile attempt to cope with that all.
My deteriorating mental and physical state and finding new lows finally broke me at June 2019. I guess I needed this adverbial punch to the face to finally wake up and start getting shit together. I went cold turkey on everything that is generally known as trash and 'bad' food and put myself on strict diet. No planned "just last McDonald's today and then I begin". It was like a lightning from clear sky. One day I woke up and told myself it's time to finally stop this shit before I drown in it.
Today I've lost about 26-30 kg. I feel much better. Granted, the chronic pain is still there but it's easy to overcome even without medication. Feels more like minor headache now. Everyday's walk from parking lot to my office doesn't feel like a Gladiator race anymore. I even refuse to take an elevator and prefer walking up the stairs (8 floors). Usually I walk up and down the stairs multiple times per day.
My weight loss didn't go unnoticed for long since most of my colleagues are women and they're usually asking me for weightloss tips. Feels kinda ironic, since I've been a massive fat blob and now even slim ones want to know my "secret ways". And also I've got asked by many of them when I will finally buy smaller trousers. Yes, I still wear my "fat" clothing, mostly bought from extra-sized stores.
I have few shorts that I bought but never wore them or returned them (you know, the "they're too small" is pretty shameful reason for return so I rather kept them as grim memento). One of them were size 40 by Wrangler and they fit me well today. So I ordered jeans of the same size. It's another attempt at shopping at "normal" size store so I hope they're going to fit. I'm pretty nervous but I'm still hoping for positive result.
It has a bit darker side but that's something I guess many of you feel too. I still see the same fat person everytime I look in to mirror. Major part of my motivation is coming from anger against myself from letting things to get that far, self-contempt bordering with some form of self-hatred. I'm getting compliments from everyone that knew how I looked before but I still feel like my progress is still "not enough" but it helps sticking to the regimen.
Ask away if you wish and have a nice day!
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