my experience with a weight loss journey is that during the very first week of a calorie deficit after being accustomed to overeating for so long, the very first week is INCREDIBLY diffucult. The hunger pangs feel unbearable and youre constantly thinking about food 24/7 and literally nothing at all can distract you, no matter what activity you do, youre still thinking about food 24/7 in the back of your mind throughout every activity. I was salivating over my next meal while cleaning my cats litter box. Nothing distracted me or made me lose my appetite.
It literally kind of felt like a chemical withdrawal in a sense. It felt like i was withdrawing from a drug i was heavily psychologically dependent on. It was so extremely uncomfortable physically and mentally. It drove me insane at times. I had full blown mental breakdowns over it. My brain started considering super drastic measures like cutting off and eating my finger when i denied myself (extra) food because it literally seemed to think it was like starving to death and in a sudden famine.
I considered just giving up and giving in and just accepting being fat multiple times in a row. And actually, multiple times in a row, I did.
I couldnt lose weight for 11 months because for 11 whole months I would give up during the first week because it was too agonizing.
I couldnt understand why. I wasnt starving myself. I was in a normal safe loss calorie deficit. I was never in an anorexic like starvation deficit. I was in a deficit under my tdee sure, but it wasnt extreme. I ate enough for my body's physical needs. I just didnt overeat anymore. And it was so agonizing to just not overeat.
I tried over and over again putting myself through the agonizing physical and mental torture over and over again for 11 months and couldnt make it past the first week and continued to gain more weight until i was class 3 obese.
But eventually, after 11 months of trying, i finally succeeded in getting through that agonizing first week
And once I finally did get through that first week, it got SO much easier
pretty much all of the agony just melted away.
I still have lingering physical hunger sometimes, but it doesnt bother me much anymore. And i dont have anymore food noise. Im not thinking about food 24/7 anymore. It doesnt feel like it rules my life anymore.
Now that the hardest part is over, my brain has gotten used to eating smaller portions less often and has gotten accustomed to my new routine. So now my weight loss journey feels like just something im doing on autopilot as easy as brushing your teeth. It doesnt feel awful anymore and it doesnt even feel like a chore. I dont even have any problem keeping the house fully stocked with food. I can save it for later/another day without obsessively thinking about it over and over in the hours in between meals. I can actually focus outside of meals now.
And so now i can finally actually start losing weight
Since i can finally be in a deficit on autopilot routine and fully accustomed to it
I just had to get through the first week and then it suddenly just became super easy to stick to
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