I was 74kg and now 60 as a 155cm gal. Definitely lost weight and it’s visible especially in photos, not that I took too many. Mirror, well, different story altogether. When I picture myself I can definitely see that I did a but, but ultimately I looked the same. It’s hard to explain.
I just had my period and during period I always avoid mirrors. Hard pass! Most of my clothes is roomy, stretchy and basically hides my body. I can kinda see it falls a bit differently but that’s it. And I don’t have lot of clothes, I used to be 55kg few years ago and gained almost 20kg and that made me not wanna go and buy clothes at all. It was hard seeing bigger me and working from home there wasn’t any need. That extra weight really hurt my self esteem too.
Anyyyyways. It just so happened most of my everyday clothes was dirty and so I wore something different. Tight clothes, not like super tight but you can clearly see my actual body. Went in front of mirror and then it happened! It was like all my hard work paid off at once! I look different! I wouldn’t even mind it too much if I stayed this weight! I look kinda good???? My legs aren’t drumsticks, there is waist, my butt is a bit more lifted (well that’s cuz of gym I suppose but still!), and my face too!
I feel like I went somewhere away and came back, it’s me! Just a tiny bit older! I am sooo surprised that I cannot stop looking at myself. It feels so weird!
But how can it be? Like I was looking at mirror quite frequently, searching for progress be it clothed or naked and I could see it, but only a little bit. I even thought because I am few years older now I would need to reach 50kg to look the way I looked at 55kg. But now I see it! And it’s like everything went away at once!
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