I (23F) have been chubby most of my life. I’m inactive, I mostly don’t leave the house and I binge eat so it’s entirely my fault. I’m actually at the lightest weight I have been since growth stopped (~55kg ish at 5’1) and within ‘normal’ BMI but likely due to lack of muscle it all goes to my stomach, thighs, upper arms and face and I feel frumpy.
I know it’s silly to say but I’ll confess: the reason why I’ve never really bothered with watching my weight or what I eat is that I’m facially ugly anyways. I won’t get into details, but I’ve actively avoided cameras since I was 11, been a shut in for most of my teens and young adulthood and I can hardly even look at myself in the mirror because my face just looks off and it makes me spiral. So I’m not motivated at all to lose anything as I think I’d be ugly even if I was skinny, and I’d have to part with the junk food that has given me comfort and helped me cope with that all this time so it’s just a toxic cycle.
I’ve seen a ton of very pretty chubby women, so I think it’s just my face. But I’ve also seen some drastic before and afters where even peoples faces look entirely different after weight loss. What has been your experience?
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