my whole life i’ve wanted to be thin. i’m 5’6, 183. I was 150 about 2 years ago because I followed cico. then I started binging. now i’ve significantly reduced my binging but keep self sabotaging by overeating. I’ll stick to my deficit for like 2 weeks, see a difference, but for some reason I don’t care about the difference. I just want the motivation that seeing a difference gave me when I was first starting my weight loss journey. why don’t I care anymore? am I defeated? tired? idk but I hate myself and everyone around me knows it. you’d think that would be enough motivation in itself but it’s not.
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