Monday, June 17, 2019

My stomach will explode and I still want to eat..

Hello everyone.

I've been lurking here for a few years but never had the confidence to post anything.

First of all I would like to thank you all for all the positive/helpful posts to keep me motivated through my weight loss it really made it much easier to stay on track.

Before

After

(please ignore the mess)

Today was the day I screwed up after 11 months of weight loss/maintenance.

I ate around 3700 calories in a single day. That's almost as much food as I eat in 2 days..

I think that something is wrong with me. I just keep punishing myself with food every time I skip the gym.

Everything begun when I signed up to the gym 2 weeks ago and started eating at a slight surplus to try to gain some strength and muscle.

But every time I skip the gym for whatever reason I just feel like I want to start eating junk/carbs and playing video games like I did few years ago when I signed up for a gym for the first time.

But today It actually happened. I thought I was over this phase and that I'm no longer impulsive.. that I have things under control..

What do you guys do In this type of situation? I never had a problem with binge eating before that's why its just wired to me why I just want to stuff my face with all of this food that I know it wont help me to reach my goals at a faster rate..

It was kinda funny how I kept adding things on myfitnesspal without even thinking about it..

100g of cookies(500 calories)?

Ok thats only 500 cals thats no biggie..

Wait..

Lets add 100g more.

Should we also add some chocolate..

yeah lets end with something sweet

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Thanks for reading my post & Have a nice day

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Struggling after 6 years of consistent loss, need some encouragment/advice. (Pics)

Sorry for the wall of text, but here's my story for anyone interested.

tl;dr below.

Here are a few recent progress pictures

SW:472 CW:254 GW:190

I've been hovering between 245 and 255 for about 9 months now. I cannot seem to break this plateau. I'm certain it has to do with diet but I'm not sure what else I can do to cut calories without sacrificing performance in the gym.

At the beginning of my weightloss I was 23 years old and almost 475lbs.(Also a pack a day smoker and a Diet Coke Addict) I was consuming around 7-9k calories a day and I had never exercised a day in my life. What kicked off my weight loss was my Doctor. He very bluntly, said if I kept going without making a change I would "without any doubt" be dead before I ever saw the age 25. I spent about a week sulking and comforting my hurt feelings with food until I decided it was time. I signed up for weight loss surgery and got on a meal plan through the hospital. I was supposed to lose 10% of my body weight and attend all the classes and I'd be approved. It was a 3-month program that I ended up attending twice. (I missed too many classes due to work and school the first time around to be approved) At the end of the 6 months, I had crushed the goal of 10% and I had lost 85lbs (18%) I realized that I didn't want to permanently alter my body with surgery... I knew I now had what it took and I could do this on my own.

Dieting alone took me from Feb 2013-Nov 2017. I went from 472lbs down to 310lbs just through diet modification and CICO. [Diet modification being making everything I ate, no fast food, no packaged food, lots of greens, animal protein, and only drinking water and black coffee] Early 2014 I switch from smoking tobacco to vaping and by mid-2016 I was off all forms of nicotine/tobacco.

In November 2017 I started going to the gym. I had done a ton of research and learned that in order to do anything at the gym you first needed to build your cardio baseline/endurance. I started with 15-20 minutes on the treadmill at 3.0mph to just get used to physical activity. I committed to the gym 5 days a week. In the beginning, 20 minutes on the treadmill would have me sweating and huffing and puffing with my heart rate at about 175. In 6 months (April 2018) I had built up to climbing 100 flights of stairs on the stair mill and riding 12 miles on the stationary bike in 60 minutes without getting my heart rate above 155. At this point, I felt I had built my cardio endurance enough and I hired a trainer to build a workout. I was a total n00b when it came to lifting. I had done a ton of research knew I wanted to recomposition my body with strength training. This included changing up my CICO to include hitting new macros. I explained to the trainer what I wanted to accomplish and what I had already and we came up a full body split to be run 6 days a week for a month that would then transition into a 5 day rolling PPL (Push Pull Legs) routine with 1 day of HITT and 1 day of LISS training. Following this plan, I've completely changed the composition of my body. I now have arm muscles instead of flab, my stomach has flattened out, I no longer have cankles, there is unflexed definition in my quads, shoulders, and claves. My back/sides no longer have rolls. When I flex you can see the muscle and definition in my biceps, triceps, traps, and back. I was able to go from 310lbs down to 245lbs at my lowest in Nov 2018 with this workout and diet which I'm currently still running. Staying within my calories is sometimes still a challenge, but I always track and never seem to go too far over.

HERES MY PROBLEM:

I've hit a point where I have become pretty comfortable in my routine. I keep adding weight and I know I'm getting stronger but I keep gaining and losing the same 8-10lbs of fat and have been since Nov 2018. I'm getting married in Early September 2019 and was hoping to by to my goal by then. I know that dream is out the window now, but I'd like to get as close as I can and I need your help and encouragement to stick to my plan until then. I'm meeting with my trainer to switch up my workout and I'm going to be reducing my caloric intake about 150 (2200 -> 2050) P:40%/C:35%/F:25 to see if it helps any. (I'm burning about 750 calories 5 days a week in my workout so I can't go much lower without feeling out of gas constantly) I'm also going to increase my water from 102oz a day to 152oz a day. I first assumed it was just me replacing muscle with fat. Which it could still be but I've done a few body scans that show I'm gaining muscle and replacing fat. I have 102.2lbs of Skeletal Muscle Mass and 81.3lbs of fat and that fat number is what is fluctuating. The muscle slowly creeps up (~1.5-2lbs a month) but the fat seems to be fluctuating/going up. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Hopefully, the shift in the workout and the change in diet will help me start losing again and get off this train of losing and regaining the same 10 lbs of fat over and over.

This sub has given me SO much over the years, and I love coming on here reading and commenting on all of your fantastic progress. This time I just need a little help to get over this hump and onto the next chapter, maintenance.

tl;dr after 6 years of loss I've hit a plateau. I'm getting married in 3 months and want to be closer to my goal. I'm making a few changes but also looking for tips/encouragement from people who have struggled with breaking plateaus.

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I'm not there yet and I'm finally OK with it (long post)

I've lost a lot of weight over the last two years, and got really fit. Like unusually fit, because I couldn't nail down the nutrition portion of weight loss, I leaned heavily on exercise, which I enjoyed more than changing my eating patterns. Over time, I did slowly change my eating to be able to enjoy the diet I have now, which helps me lose weight and do all the fun stuff. I went from hoping that 2x would fit to needing to get medium because the large would fall right off.

The issue was, I was still NOT THERE YET. Men seemed to notice how muscular I was right off the bat, because I'd overhear their comments about how jacked I was. Whereas women seemed to notice how I was still heavy in the middle and act shocked that I did anything fitness related, let alone at the high level I can do them. It could have been just cattiness/competitiveness or a lack of forthrightness in conversation on my part because I don't generally share my love of sport with others because people start feeling some type of way over it.

But the fact is, I do have a lot of muscle, and I could stand to lose some fat. And I was very upset about that. Why wasn't I THERE YET??? I felt like my hours of extreme workouts were a waste of time, and the body dysmorphia was hitting hard.

Last year I got a new wardrobe to celebrate not needing to shop at plus sized stores anymore. I thought by this time I would have a flat stomach. Or even look like a "slim" woman.

But this weekend, I was out with a lot of people and I felt really good. I wasn't the smallest or the biggest. I was comfortable sitting, I wasn't adjusting myself, or comparing myself. I was running with children and kept up with them. I was catching the eyes of gorgeous men.

I was just being me. Instead of EVALUATING me. Today, I was thinking about my meal prep and just enjoying the fact that while I'm not there yet, I'm getting there, and I've finally relaxed and decided to just enjoy the ride there.

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Deleting social media has been the best thing for my weight loss.

In case it's not working - 24M, 6'4", SW: 285lbs, CW: 195lbs, GW: 180lbs

I started losing weight in January of 2018. I was able to move so fast with my Fitbit and MyFitnessPal, and this sub for support. By that summer I had really noticable results. Change happens slow, but it happened to me as long as I kept going.

Then, I began sharing more on social media and to my friends and coworkers about my weight loss. I became addicted to the positive attention. I started getting involved in hookups here and there for the first time, which really began to mess with my head and give me negative feelings about being gay, which before then I was cool with. That mixed with tension in my life became very heavy. Being constantly connected to everyone through social media and the politics of it all gave me a lot of anxiety. I started feeling like I owed everybody fitness updates, because people had been coming to me for advice since posting.

I ended up taking about 6 months off from actively losing weight, and I started eating like shit again. What people thought about me and what I was doing became very important. I'm introverted (INTJ), and the feeling of having people looking in at me like I was a fish in a tank was really anxiety inducing. I gained about 13lbs in this time from my terrible eating, which I also contribute to stress from starting my first full time job.

A week and a half ago, I meditated on a strategy. I can't see a therapist right now, so sometimes I get stoned and stare at my social work degree, trying to come up with something. It was cliche, but it could work.

Telling no one, I deactivated my Facebook and deleted the app. I deleted Snapchat and Instagram. Took off my Fitbit (everyone and their mom at work are friends, and I don't like the pressure of knowing they see my activity - and no, I can't just delete everybody).

I've been social media free for three weeks. I've been doing CICO and exercising with some water fasting, and I'm at my lowest weight ever. And the only person who knows about it is my dog. It's my journey that I can have by myself. I've also started playing games on my phone when I would be on social media, and there are some good ones out there!

When you share your journey, people will either ridicule you for not following through, or latch onto you like leeches if you're successful to try to solve their own puzzle. Oh, and some people will just never like you no matter how hot you feel. If you keep it to yourself, it's all on your terms. And part of weight loss for me is taking some control over my damn experience of life.

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130 pounds later...

It's a weird experience, losing as much as I did. I didn't expect it to impact my life this much. But it did, for the better.

A year ago I was 298 pounds at 5'10". At least, that's the highest I ever weighed in when I went to a doctor (which was not as often as I should have, specifically because I hated weight talk. I don't like to think I ever pushed passed 300, but I very well could have.) I had early-onset arthritis in my neck and shoulders. I have chronic bronchitis and asthma, and it was killing my ability to breathe. Cholesterol was worryingly high, self esteem and confidence were so low they were breaking into the Earth's mantle. I was depressed, lonely, and using greasy food and sugar as a form of self-medication. It sucked. It still sucks to think I ever got to that point.

After a nice bount of super-depression killed my appetite for a while, I went to a doctor for it and saw that I'd lost about 30ish pounds. I was surprised, but did tie it into not eating as much and decided I wanted to keep it up. So I looked into it, learned about CICO, and started lurking this sub. Your success stories made me jealous, but gave me a new sense of determination, as well.

Over the course of last summer to now, my habits have completely changed. Stopped eating nearly as much processed crap, though I'm still working on that sugar problem. Started running again around Christmas, which I'd stopped doing years ago. I couldn't go for long and got shin splints at first, but I've kept at it and now I'm up to running for 40 minutes every other day with no pain or other issues. The arthritis is almost entirely gone. I can breathe so much easier than I can ever remember. People who haven't seen me in a while don't recognize me anymore, and they say it's not just because of the loss, but because my confidence and demeanor have changed completely from the shy lump that I used to be. Mood wise, I still have a lot of issues with self-esteem, but I'm so much better than I was. I don't consider myself ugly anymore, which is something I never thought I'd feel about myself.

I was 298 pounds, wearing a 2XL/size 22, morbidly obese BMI. Currently, I'm 168 pounds, a normal BMI for the first time in my memory (though I'm aiming for 160, just to have a bit more wiggle room.) Wearing a medium/size 8. I'm 22, and I'm so excited to live out the rest of my life in a healthier, stronger body.

I never posted a lot on this sub, but I read a lot and related to many of you. You've all been a big inspiration to me and I'm grateful for that. I wish you all luck in your weight loss journeys. Doesn't matter if it's 5 or 150 pounds lost; celebrate your progress and keep at it even if you think you fell off the rail.

Thank you!

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Time for a Do-Over

Hey Loseit!

It's been awhile. That's part of the problem, of course. Back in 2015, I weighed 350 lbs and planned to have surgery. I thought I'd tried everything, and I knew I'd have to start logging my food to have the surgery and prepare, so I did that as my last, best hope. It worked - I lost 200 lbs over the course of around 18 months, no surgery required (and no shade on folks who have had surgery!).

At the end of 2017, I had a trans metatarsal amputation on my right foot due to complications from spina bifida and osteomyelitis. It didn't take all the infected bone, though - they found more later, and rather than seeing if it would spread, my surgeon and I decided on a below-the-knee amputation on my right leg. That happened in August of 2018.

I'm doing better now and am done with physical therapy, and I'm walking with a prosthesis. Some days are great and I can walk a few miles, and some days I'm miserable and can walk about 10 feet. Of course, I also know that weight loss is all about food. I know what to do. I just wasn't doing it. I got caught in a depression spiral - anxious about weight gain, depressed about weight gain, and just plain hating my body.

I remember from the first time I lost weight that I couldn't hate my body if I wanted to do this, because the point of doing this is loving my body enough to take care of it. It's been a struggle mentally to get there again. With the help of a wonderful therapist, I think I'm finally in that space again. I've started logging again, weighing food, and a program of intermittent fasting. I can't really calculate exercise into the equation properly, but that's okay - because I know this is really about food and intake and making healthy, responsible choices in moderation.

It helps to feel like I'm getting something under control again. I couldn't control what happened with my leg, but I can control what I put in my mouth. I know that weight loss will help my recovery. I didn't gain it all back, at least - my lowest was 148, and I'm at 208 now. It's a ways to go again, but I feel ready for it. I'm trying to avoid the mental loop where I get frustrated with myself for having to do this all over again, but that part is hard.

I realize this was a bit long, but I just wanted to re-introduce myself and say hi. I know I'm not the only one who's been here - and once upon a time I was convinced I never would be - but life has a way of kicking you in the ass sometimes. I think it's important we talk about this stuff because I don't want to be embarrassed about my weight gain, and I don't want anyone else in the same boat to be either. We're all human. We're not bad people when we lapse. It's just a thing that happens. Health is a long, long journey.

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Acheiving my goal by not doing things (eating/over exercising) is very difficult

I'm struggling. The skills and personality traits that have enabled my success personally and professionally seem to be working against me and my weight loss goals. When I have a goal I dive in and work towards it with my whole mind. This is not helpful when you are trying to overcome over eating where the best thing I can do is not do things. My mind is obsessed and anxious with my lack of achievement. Furthermore I want to use my excess motivation to work out but I know I need to slowly ramp up workouts or I risk hurting myself. I would love to know how people handle motivation without an outlet.

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