Going from obese to skinny-fit back to obese again.

I’m 29, 5’2F and 165lbs. My doctor let me know that I’m obese.

A year and a half ago I was 105-110lbs. I was skinny my entire life until after HS. I went from being 100lbs to 170lbs from ages 20 to 26. I knew I had undiagnosed B.E.D.

By the time I was 26 I started taking a**rall and it helped so much with my BED along with me being on my feet all day at work, I lost 40lbs in 4 months.

I felt so confident and I became a better version of myself. Fast forward a year and I had troubles at work with being s*xually harassed and unfairly terminated- I stopped having an income to pay for my meds. I gained back all the weight so quickly.. probably in a few months.. it happened in the blink of an eye..

I went from being confident to being a NEET (not in employment or training) and being shut in.

It’s hard to find a job because I only graduated from HS, my old job paid really well but I can’t work in that field now that I don’t have anyone to put on my resume. I can’t pay for my a**erall medication. It just really sucks.

I try to eat healthy and walk 10k steps a day but I end up eating all the calories I burn off and then some. I just feel so stuck and I’m not sure what to do.

I’m pushing myself so that I can lose weight by watching my calorie intake and be a better version of myself. I just wish I could lose it all again and feel like myself. Noticing how people treat me when I’m skinny vs obese hurts so bad. I really want to help myself. My doctor put me on BED meds 8 months ago and I’ve gained weight instead of losing but now has prescribed me something else that will help kickstart my weight loss.

I just want to feel like myself again and I’m trying to have hope again that I will have a miracle happen like how I did before and lose 40lbs quickly. 😞

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