I 19F have been in a weight loss journey for 7 months now, lost a lot. But it just gets so hard. Today was a particularly hard day. I got my workout in, my steps, stuck to my calorie deficit. Yay. But the dread and depression really too over I guess
It’s great, but sometimes I feel like giving up. Food was such a big comfort in my life before I started this journey because I’m already ugly, I lacked romantic relationships and had people treat me badly.
It’s just so hard because I was very depressed and this might sound sad, but the only thing that Truly made me happy was binging on good food. And for seven months that Joy has been taken away from me because I had nothing else really. No friends constantly feeling hideous every day.
I’m not gonna give up. I can’t. But I just wanted to vent here because some times I have this voice in my head that wants me to stop and accept my life of loneliness accept being an ugly girl and accept being a fatty. Because maybe I’m just not meant to be a pretty girl maybe I’m just meant to be alone maybe I was put into this world for food to be my only company.
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