So I currently weigh 324 lbs from 332 (took 5 days so it's a decent start) but I missed a workout today and I feel like a pure failure because of it. For reference I worked out T, W, and Th this week but today (Friday) I missed it because my brother backed out of our gym date at the last minute (I can't go without him, he's the main member)
For reference, I feel like this because I'm desperate to get back to the weight I use to be. I've been obese my whole life but in 2015-2017 I went from 365 to 230. It was the best feeling in the world but after a few years I gained it all back because of the depo shot (notorious for making women gain weight), four surgeries, and two kids. I can't wait to get back to 230 but my life has been so incredibly busy, it's really interfered with my weight loss journey and I feel like I'm never going to get where I was again.
I guess what I'm looking for is motivation to not feel like such a loser for getting off track so early in this second weight loss journey. I'm just terrified all of this will be in vain and I'll be stuck at this weight forever.
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