F 23 | SW: 298 | CW: 150 | GW: 130
I grew up obese my entire life and was invisible. I’m also introverted and reserved so I rarely ever was acknowledged or taken seriously. The past two years i’ve been taking my weight loss serious and have lost 148 lbs. I never really believed I had an attractive face or look also considering that i’m moreso on the goth side and so I’d always do crazy, fun makeup n I always draw on my eyebrows lol. I’ve gradually become less of a hermit especially with my graduation coming up. I try to force myself to go out or just change my routine everyday especially after work. The compliments I get on a regular basis make me feel like an imposter or like someone is setting me up to be in one of those videos where they prank you.
I’ve had a handful of guys approach me which i’ve never experienced at all and it’s jarring and unexpected. Is this truly what life is like? Being acknowledged, talked to, and hyped up just randomly? It’s flattering but at the same time it feels disingenuous? Like when I was obese I was nothing but now that i’m a more acceptable weight by societal standards i’m worthy of being acknowledged? It’s a mindfuck, truly.
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