So I officially (as of this morning) am a healthy weight! Only by like 2lbs, but I’m pleased. I still have a few more lbs to go to get to my goal weight. Obviously, I’m really happy, it took me a lot of hard work to get to this point and a lot of soul searching to get to the root of my problems with food, but I can’t help feeling a little let down as well. When I started my weight loss nearly 70lbs ago, I pictured the day I got to a healthy weight as a huge, momentous occasion and I would feel absolutely ecstatic and everything would be perfect in my life. I know this is silly and wishful thinking, haha. But seriously, I expected to feel way more excited and pleased than I do. I just feel sort of…meh. Maybe it’s just not sank in yet, I don’t know. I guess I sort of thought losing weight would fix EVERYTHING, y’know? Because it was such a huge barrier beforehand, it seemed like it’d fix it all. Unfortunately I’m still an anxious, shy person. Shockingly, losing 67lbs didn’t make me into a social butterfly or fix my anxiety. I think I put way too much hope in the weight loss, if that makes sense. Has anyone else had this weird, slightly let down feeling?
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