I just am not sure I'll even be able to ever have a body I'll be happy with. I was obese my whole childhood, cue in a grueling amount of self esteem issues and bullying.
When I was around 18 I started a weight loss journey and in 2 years lost what I believe is the equivalent of 60 lbs. I mantained that weight for 1 year and a half before some mental health issues and I gained back 30 of those lost lbs.
I look at pictures of "skinny me" and I get so mad cause that boy still thought he was ugly and fat and was constantly checking himself out and still trying to dress to "hide extra weight". I've been trying again to get my eating under control and exercise more for around 2 months now and while I have had some small progress I still feel at a loss. I wonder if I'll ever be happy with myself
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