So I’ve basically lost over 65lbs and still counting in almost 3 years.
SW205, GW130, CW135; 5’ (F30)
I’ve admitted to myself that I have a serious food addiction problem and have actually taken control of my constant food cravings this year.
Although throughout this time I’ve received numerous compliments from family and coworkers, I don’t know why, but I get nervous when people of a much larger weight give me compliments suddenly too.
Im not trying to insinuate they mean harm when they say anything. I know them and they’re very nice people, but I can’t help but want to run and hide when they say anything about my weight because I get this overwhelming feeling of guilt.
Like I’m offending them in some way by not being a big girl myself anymore.
They’re still friendly coworkers with me when we’re around each other, but I seriously want to turn invisible when they say any complements to me.
My weight loss has always been becuase of pretty bad medical concerns that consist of my heart health and spinal stenosis. So I don’t try hard to receive compliments. My primary focus has been on my health. I’m also a bit of a hypochondriac, so I’m eating a lot better because feeling like I wasn’t going to wake up in the morning for months made me anxious as all hell about death and how I wasn’t ready for any of that, but I digress.
So yeah. Is it normal to feel this way around heavier set individuals when they pay you a compliment? How does anyone cope with this? TIA!
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