Wednesday, January 9, 2019

The time is now

CW: 415+ (unsure, haven’t been on a scale in well over 6 months) GW: 225 Short term goal: 20 pounds down

A couple days ago I decided I was going to start my weight loss journey for the last time. I have tried many times in the past and been mildly successful when I gave real effort to maintaining a healthier diet/lifestyle.

For some reason, I have never been able to stick with it. A couple weeks here, one week there, complete on and off stuff. Until the periods of unhealthy eating grew longer without those “random bursts of eating healthy”.

I think in the past I have failed because I would completely restrict myself from the foods I like. I like pizza. I love to go out and get chicken wings or drinks with my friends. I’m really just an average college guy- one that is just overweight, one where I’m really not the best version of myself at all. I cannot be well over 400 pounds (haven’t been on a scale in six months) and live a normal life. I’m very scared of the health risks too.

More recently, I had just moved away to go to college last fall. Due to a heavy workload and general feeling of depression because of being heavy at a new school, I became extremely inactive and did nothing besides my routine of studying, going to class, sitting around and, you guessed it, eating out way too often.

In high school I was always big, but I was athletic and played sports so my weight never spiraled out of control. Sports are my life, honestly. And it sucks that now I’m at a weight where I’m a complete liability when playing pick up basketball or something with friends.

Towards the end of last semester I knew I had to do something if I didn’t want to keep wasting my life. I wanted to experience the ability of having true fun and happiness without the constant fear that being obese somehow stop it.

I just started replacing a lot of my normal take out meals with stuff I cook. Since I love to cook, this is no problem. Instead of not letting myself eat pizza, I have one slice instead of 3-4. I know if I incorporate my favorite foods into a diet just in smaller portions I can make this a habit. Besides, eating out is way too expensive anyways.

I’m going to start going to the gym again and starting out slow and building my way up, again so I don’t place unrealistic expectations on myself too soon. I never realized it before but it’s a marathon, and not a sprint. This is something that should be sustainable as a lifestyle.

Lastly, I want to say this subreddit changed the way I viewed weight loss. I never thought it was this real attainable goal until I saw the true stories of real people who have done it. I think just having the ability to read about weight loss on my phone will keep me honest so it’s not something I lose focus of.

I know how important this is, and I can’t put it off any longer. I can’t put off wanting to experience my early 20s as a more fit and healthier person any longer. It would do wonders for my self confidence and self esteem, too. I would love to get down in the 250 pound range eventually. But in the short term I just want to lose 20 pounds.

I guess when I started this post I didn’t really know what I was expecting to say. If you made it to the end, I appreciate you. I just wanted to get these thoughts out for others to see. Hey, maybe there are other people who feel the same way and are ready to take their lives back. I’m done living life this way, and I’m going to stick with it this time. Thank you.

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I (33 F) lost 15 pounds on weight watchers during the holidays!

Hey y’all! First time long time!

In November, my work offered an opportunity to commit to weight watchers for 12 weeks and they would pay for it. I used to be super skinny but over the years, I gained weight because I never really learned how to eat well throughout my life. And I reeeeally don’t like vegetables and have a slight fear about them (any tips?)

I’m happy to report that through my tracking and not drinking/eating fried foods, has netted me a list of 15 pounds since 11/28 and hit the “onederland”.

I’m just really proud of this achievement because I always doubted and blamed myself. I have incredibly low self esteem and I finally just said fuck it, let’s do this. It’s been really successful for me. It might not be for all, but it’s working for this poor eating fast food alcoholic junkie!

I know everyone says, “if I can do it, you can do it too!” That never really clicked with me. I’m not like anyone, I can only be me. And for me, weight watchers has totally been working. The meetings are what helps me be accountable and sort of compete with my coworkers.

Has anyone done weight watchers that are super picky eaters like me? Anyone else that wants to help me keep accountable? MFP didn’t work for me because I don’t think in those terms. WW makes it easier for me to understand and visualize.

Really hoping for more weight loss wins!!!

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On Weight Loss and Mental Health

TLDR; Fixing my brain helped me fix my body

I've been struggling with weight loss my entire life and have grown accustomed to the excuse that I can't lose weight because I'm "big boned" and "genetics". We all know that's horseshit, no one is supposed to be 6' tall and 290lbs naturally.

Recently, after starting a new job with great health benefits, I took the step of seeing a psychiatrist. I knew that I struggled with my mental health, but I didn't realize until several sessions in how deeply and profoundly my poor mental health was affecting all facets of my life.

I was diagnosed with generalized and social anxiety, as well as moderate to severe depression. After a few months of trying lifestyle changes (ie talking with close friends more, eating well, and exercising), I still found myself in a dark place mentally. I was hesitant about starting medication, but eventually accepted that a lot of my mental struggles were due to a chemical imbalance in my brain, not because of "lack of willpower".

I can say with 100% certainty that, after starting an SSRI antidepressant regimine, my life has significantly improved in an amazing way. I no longer binge junk food to feel better and lie in bed all day, I'm actually capable of stopping mid meal because I'm full. Also, I WANT to exercise now, I'm craving it.

When your brain is capable of creating the chemicals it needs to run smoothly, you don't need to fill the void with junk food and self pity. I eat to fuel, and I exercise to feel good because I care about myself.

I'm not sure how many of you can relate, but my weight loss journey didn't truly begin until I took care of my mental health. To fix my outside, I needed to fix my inside.

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Even after losing 70+ lbs I still feel “fat” sometimes, then I look at my before pics! [NSFW]

Before and After

I’ve been maintaining my weight loss for the past couple months. I was 220 lbs and now I’m 147- 150 lbs. I decided I want to lose around 15 more lbs and work on gaining muscle as well this year.

I remember by the end of summer feeling so thin and really noticing my weight loss. I was definitely feeling more confident. I think maybe now I am kind of over the “newness” of my new body or something.

I’ve been feeling kind of how I felt when I was over weight. And sometimes I even feel like I look like my larger self. I know that sounds weird but I spent so many years in my fat body that I think it’s going to be an adjustment to accept how I am now. Does anyone else feel this way?

So anyway, I decided to go through my pics I took when I first started my weight loss journey. I actually cried at one horrible photo that I’m too embarrassed to share here that actually kicked my butt into gear and started all this. But going through them really put it all into perspective. I am not that big girl I once was. I actually have a waist now! I look different and I should be proud.

So I just thought I’d share this to not only see if anyone can relate but to also remind you to take before pics/progress pics. It really helps prove to your brain that you have indeed changed.

I’m thankful to this sub and all the other health and weight loss subs that have helped me along the way. :)

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The BEST of the Year Races, Running and Recipes!

Hello! How are you? I tried to get a lil off the grid over the holidays so I didn’t check in with Sasha Medea or read blogs or respond to text messages (sorry Mom). But I’m BACK! And I want to feel like I’m back with running too so I’m thinking about my goals for this year. I have a few races on the calendar so far and need to figure out GOAL RACES next. But before we talk about new year, new goals… Let’s run down the BEST parts of last year.

The best running and food of the year (427x640)

Here’s a round up of my favorite runs, races and recipes from last year. This is my favorite food or recipes, running highlights and life updates that I want to share and discuss.

(Note: I wrote the post with everything and realized it’s super long. So this is just the best running updates – the food and fun and life updates are coming next)

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RUNNING

I don’t really keep track of my mileage, but I do wear a running GPS watch and that tracks it for me. So I looked up my mileage for the whole year and was surprised that I ran so much. I feel like I had a really ‘off’ year. I think when I first went through my separation and eventual divorce I was running and walking a lot. It was aimless and a lot of junk miles, but I just would go out and do some sorta run 6 days of the week.

But this year I transitioned to a different step in the grieving process and just felt unmotivated, unorganized and uninspired. A lot of un-words! So I felt like I ran a lot less. I only did 1 marathon! That’s SHOCKING to me. Ever since I ran my 1st marathon I’ve run several each year! One year I ran 9 marathons!

Right before the Revel Big Bear Marathon I realized I hadn’t run a full in over a year – since the Boston Marathon!!

And that mind F**ked me big time. It made me unsure of my running abilities and fitness. And more importantly, it made me question… Who am I? What am I even doing?

That’s not me trying to be dramatic –  the timing of my separation and some of the things I was told at that time… tied in directly with running. So I just focused on getting through the Boston Marathon without having a public breakdown. After that I didn’t have any running or racing goals because I felt like what I was working towards was unimportant and irrelevant. I stopped working towards a PR in the marathon and potential BQ. It felt sad and pointless. I felt sad and pointless? Both??

I didn’t realize that I kind of fell off the wagon with running until right before Revel Big Bear. I think I was probably stuck in some combination of grief and anxiety for a big chunk of time. Looking back now – I really haven’t been myself for a long time.

Luckily, I kept running because I love it. It’s fun and a good way to get some good endorphins, think, cry, listen to podcasts, stay in shape…

So yeah, this year I didn’t accomplish any major running goals. But I survived, didn’t take up any super self-destructive habits, didn’t lose faith, tried to become a better person and got through several challenges – they just happened to be adult stuff not running stuff.

Moving on –  instead of focusing on what I didn’t do – let’s talk about what I did…

I did run several half marathons, 1 full marathon and a lot of miles! (Randomly, my best half marathon isn’t recorded on the Garmin Connect calendar? There’s no mileage recorded at all for that weekend so I actually ran more than the record shows! Boom.)

 

mileage total for 1 year

miles run and calories burned total (640x640)

Miles I ran last year: 2,536*

Calories I burned: 272,234

Calories I ate: +8,986,246,544

*Note: At least 1 race isn’t recorded in this total but there may be more. I’m not concerned enough about it to try and go back and check to see other days where I know I ran but the calendar doesn’t show it. This is a good estimate and if anything I’ve run more and not less so I don’t feel like I’m cheating myself on this.

Miles and calorie count runner totals (1) (640x640)

Focus on what YOU did not what you failed to do. Then, focus on what you want to do next.

Stay positive. Give yourself credit for every tiny victory.

Repeat.

 

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Overall I’m just super grateful for so many things. That’s what I want to focus on as I look back on last year’s running.

I’m grateful for…

The miles I ran.

You! Thank you for following along. I really like you.

My body. I didn’t get injured this year!

Brooks Running Shoes. I put so many miles on them!

My family and friend. I’m able to do this because they’ve always supported me.

My education. If not my ability to create RunEatRepeat.com and RER on social media – I wouldn’t be able to do this.

Runners on Instagram and Facebook – the running community is awesome! Runners are the best.

California. The weather and all the races make it a lot easier than it would be other places.

This time. I’m glad I live in a time and place where it’s safe, normal, accepted, etc to be a runner.

I’m just super grateful for running and Run Eat Repeat and all the opportunities I have because of it. I’m very blessed.

 

Let’s move on to the highlights and recaps!!

I put together a list of my favorite running themed posts from last year. There are some race recaps, tips and training plan posts below. Let me know if you have any questions. I’m here to help.

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 Best Runs, Races and Running posts of the Year:

Half Marathon Training Plan for new or returning runners – check out this newbie half marathon training plan for your first 13.1 miler.

Surf City Half Marathon recap with Steve – my best race of the year! I pushed myself and ran fast and had fun running with Coach Steve.

Run Eat Repeat race photo

PCRF Half Marathon Irvine, CA – Local half marathon that raises money for the Pediatric Cancer Research Foundation 

OC Half Marathon race recap – I don’t even remember this one! That’s why I have this blog – to be my memory.

My favorite running shorts – probably one of the most asked questions about running and running gear I always get!

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The one marathon I ran this year – Revel Big Bear Marathon Recap. Thank God for SkinnyRunner and you for sticking with me as I tried to get back on the wagon.

Revel Marathon Big Bear Race Results podcast blog results run

Half Marathon Training Plan – 10 weeks long training plan for a half marathon race.

Las Vegas Half Marathon Race Recap – The race known as ‘Strip at Night’ is a blast!

What I are before the Las Vegas Half Marathon – it’s a race with a late start so it can be hard to time up fuel.

What I ate before the Half Marathon Las Vegas #StripAtNight (800x450)

Lexus Lace Up Race Series – Riverside Half Marathon recap and challenge. Love this race series! This was the grand finale!!

Lexus Lace Up Half Marathon irvine 13 (800x782)

And now for my Running Goals for This Year…

1. Run 1 dress rehearsal marathon, 1 fun marathon (I’m doing one out of the country!!) and 1 goal marathon.

2. Figure out a long term running plan to stay in half marathon shape and also spend time on strength and cross-training.

3. … I’m not sure?? Those might be fine for me, but I’m open to finding another goal.

What are your goals?

Oh, and because I love ‘em… here are some funny New Year’s Resolutions memes I found like looking for inspiration on my goal setting.

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new years resolution list

new year twitter

dog resolutions

new year fun

new year res

 

new years resolution funny

Question: What was your BEST Running accomplishment or moment of last year?

Me: I think running over 2500 miles last year is the thing I’m most proud of! And also I’m glad I ran a marathon last year and it was really great to be able to run with SR again!!

If you’re not sure about your running goals – check out the How to Plan Your Race Calendar post for some tips on planning!

 

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Perfect BMI versus perfectly happy?

This is an advice post, I hope no one minds but I worry about the status of my relationship due to my weight loss. I think my boyfriend is crossing the line in supporting me.

I lost 30 pounds when I met my boyfriend, and he was insanely supportive as I lost another 70. I am now at the low end of overweight in my BMI and have been struggling with the last 20 pounds. But I am happy, truly, truly happy. I have never been this content or happy with my body. My boyfriend however, gently reminds me constantly that I still have more to lose. To be fair, he is as kind and gentle as possible, but it's almost like he is pushing me for the sake of his own vanity in having an attractive girlfriend? I am starting to think this because he has always talked about how proud he is of me, and how hot ive become. That he knew when we first got together I would turn into a hottie. I have not dated many guys prior to him, because of my self esteem issues, so he always jokes he got to get the girl with ugly duckling syndrome. Other comments include: "Do more squats, i can't wait to see you with a tight cute ass" --- "If you eat that chocolate you won't be able to wear that tiny black dress I love."

I really believe he loves me, but I'm happy. Ive tried telling him I don't need as much support but how shitty is it to ask your S.O to stop being supportive? Also, my argument really holds no water because I'm still technically overweight so I am not at the most healthy I could be.

I wouldn't mind losing the weight to be in a healthy BMI, but I am already so much further than I ever thought I would be. Any advice on how to balance this?

(Edit to fix a mistake in explaining weightloss)

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