Monday, January 4, 2021

Starting Over

Hello! I am a 23F. I am currently weighing 184 lbs, and am starting over from a year ago. In the beginning of 2020 I was weighing 180lbs. I was working out 5 days a week, working 40 hour weeks, and going to nursing school full time. Two of my classmates and I decided to try keto. We were three most over weight students in the class and honestly, it didn’t feel good. I used that as motivation, started meal prepping, didn’t cheat on my diet, and eventually got down to 159 pounds in only two months. Since I was so busy, I never saw my friends or family from dec 2019 until early March of 2020, when they all saw my weight loss. I felt really good. I fit into clothes I never thought I would. I was ready to fit into bold outfits for Coachella as a reward to myself for doing it. And I bought myself a really nice pair of jeans I never thought I could wear. Fast forward to today which is Jan 4, 2021, I am now weighing 184 pounds, again. Slowly because of the quarantine, getting laid off, getting depressed, not going to school, I gained so much weight. I had tried going back on keto and I did, for a week or so, and then would mess up again. I don’t look the same. I don’t like taking pictures, and I hate looking at pictures of myself of early 2020. Today is the day I start again. I am back on my fasting, back on keto, and started working out at home. I don’t want to feel bad about myself anymore. It’s also more than just about how I look but how I feel, and I just haven’t been feeling good. I hope to one day post a progress picture later on in the year. And I hope to use this as a way to hold myself accountable. It’s hard to start over, but I know I’m not alone. This is the first time I post on here lol. If anyone else is in my position, I hope this serves as a motivation for you to start as well. We got this!

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