Almost cried in the change-room at Wal-Mart. I wanted to buy this cute unicorn onesie. It was a large, but it did not fit me. I thought "How can I let myself be d2o big that large is too small. Sad. What's with you man!"
Anywho while standing in my undies I stared at myself and realised I was quite disgusted by the body looking back at me. Stretch marks everywhere and a saggy belly.
I feel like I'm 22 and I've ruined my body. I feel like I take 2 steps forward and 3 steps back and I'm getting absolutely no where. I worry I will be this obese for the rest of my life.
I fear I won't find love until I lose 100lbs total.
Some days I think "wow. 24lbs down now! Nice!" But then I see no visible difference.
Thing is I only started thinking this way after consciously deciding to lose weight. I come from a family of large women. I never thought much about my size as I was normal for my family.
Now I can't seem to stop thinking negatively. Please advise.
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