This is my 6th or 7th failed attempt to lose weight since 2014. I am currently stuffing my face with a big bag of chips. I don't know why it is so difficult for me to lose weight. I start a weight loss program ,lose some weight and gain it all back again. I have no self control when it comes to food. I am totally addicted to eating all the crap food. I am frustrated and desperate. I am on a low carb diet right now and I thought it would awesome but I cannot do it. I am full but I cannot stop thinking about anything other than all the junk food I love to eat and how I would be eating some right now. I feel like a total loser for not being able to lose weight despite so many attempts and I have wasted too much money. I have seen my friends succeed on their first try. I come here everyday for an inspiration, get motivated after reading success stories but as time passes and it's evening, I find myself munching uncontrollably on my favorite junk foods. I don't want to be like this. I want to wear those shorts without feeling self conscious, I want to wear that cute dress which does not fit me and is not there in my size, I want to enjoy shopping and not feel depressed because I cannot wear what I want because of my size. I just want to be a thin person for once in my life. I don't know why am I writing this here but I have no one to talk to. My family doesn't take me seriously and I don't blame them because would anyone honestly believe someone who fails all the time? I just want some advice and inspiration and I want this to be my final and successful weight loss attempt. This time it is really really difficult for me to lose weight because I know how difficult it is and frankly I am mentally too tired to fight it
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