I am starting to get frustrated, but know that I am completely to blame for my slow progress. I do well when I isolate myself, but as soon as I spend time with family or friends it feels like all of my hard-work is gone. It’s projecting, but it makes me not want to see them as even if it is my fault, I obviously cannot control myself and even when I think I am staying on track, I obviously am not.
I started June 1st at 105.5 kg and am down to 102. Two weeks ago, though, I was super excited because I was down to 99kg...then, my family asked me to visit and I shot back up to 102 after just a few days. The last week I have bounced back and forth between 100.5 and 102.8 almost daily which I do not understand.
To make my next goal in under two weeks, I now have to lose 4 kg so unless I restrict almost completely, I wont make it. How do people balance family and social obligations when really trying to stay to a strict regime? The up and down is overwhelming and it is making me want to give up.
My initial goals: Goal #1 July 1: 101.5 kg: MET!
Goal #2 August 15: 98 kg: Behind....
Goal #3 Oct 1: 95.5 kg
Goal #4 Nov 15: 92 kg
Goal #5 Jan 1, 2020: 89 kg
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