I've been struggling a bit with weight loss recently - I've been eating at maintenance for a few weeks and not really exercising much. But this week I've gotten back into my old routine and I've been doing a lot better. I was feeling pretty good about myself today, going for my second walk this week, feeling confident about the progress I've made and the fact that I'm on track to see more results soon.
And then, about 15 minutes into my walk, I walked past some teenage boys sitting on a bench and they oinked at me as I walked past. Multiple times. While making eye contact with me.
I'm 26 years old and the opinion of a couple teenagers shouldn't affect me. But it was difficult to hold back tears and I just feel defeated and worthless. It's like the 30 pounds I've already lost don't mean anything - I still have so much more to go. I'm still fat and I feel like I'll always be fat no matter what I do. I know those thoughts aren't true, but I can't fight them off. I feel so gross.
I know that stopping isn't an option. Going back to the habits I had before I lost weight isn't something I can see myself doing, no matter what. I know that all I can do is shake it off and keep moving forward. But today really sucked.
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