26F 5’9 HW: 305 CW:220 GW: 180’s
I don’t know exactly what I thought my body would look like once I lost weight but this wasn’t it. I thought I’d look normal, more attractive, and overall smaller.
I thought I’d get a societally acceptable body.
Instead I just have tons and tons of loose skin, that I know with more weight loss won’t improve dramatically.
It some ways it feels worse than when I was bigger, being fat and looking fat naked is more normal that looking average in clothes and fat/flabby and gross naked.
While I’ve definitely gained confidence emotionally, and have much more freedom since the weightloss. (I went from a size 20 to a size 14). I feel just as insecure about my body, if not more so.
I can tuck my stomach almost flat in pants, but the reality is I’m just a drooping loose mess.
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