Hello all, tomorrow is my 24th birthday. I have been on this weight loss journey for what feels like a lifetime, and honestly, it has been. Only a few short months ago I weighed 150lbs, this wasn’t my goal weight, but I was content with myself (5’5 Female, for reference). I had this goal of being 145 by my birthday. I was SO close!! And then I stopped. Just stopped. I watched as the weight slowly crept up, I kept telling myself I would start again tomorrow..
Today I weigh 166lbs. My. Heart. Sunk.
I feel like crying, hiding, never eating again. I can’t believe I let this happen. Tears are rolling down my face as I’m typing this. My heart is so sad and this is the only place I know to go to. Nobody in my real life understands..
I know 166lbs may not seem like a lot to you guys. But those 16lbs that I gained represent almost all the weight I lost in the first place. Thinking about how hard it was to lose them to begin with is so disheartening when I think about having to do it all over again.
My heart is just sad.
Anyways, here I am, day one of many, and I promise myself I will never let me feel this way again.
TL;DR: I gained almost all my weight back in a matter of two months. Just sad and ready to lose it all again.
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