I was around 185lbs in late December of 2020. Ive always been big and was bullied for it tremendously throughout my school years and I spiraled into depression because of my weight and body. My mum has been putting me on diets since i was 8 and none of them worked since I’d always eat in secret and hide food. This year after a really horrible incident in school I decided to take matters into my own hands.
Today I hit 115lbs which is my lowest weight in years. I’m proud of myself and most people around me are too— it’s so euphoric to see weight loss and I’m planning to get to 100lbs and then stop.
But one thing i’ve noticed is after years of abuse, ridicule, and pushing diets on me my entire childhood for being fat — my family are now trying to make me eat more. It feels like jealousy or spite or something, i’m finally doing what everyone has been pushing me to do and suddenly that’s wrong.
Idk that’s just been something frustrating to me. But I won’t let that stop me, don’t worry!
Anyways, just wanted to share since i’m quite proud of myself :)
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