i've wanted to lose weight for a while, but i think now i am going to just stop thinking about weight loss or trying to lose fat.
i have a bmi or 38 and no muscle, so i'm morbidly obese and i have no hope of reaching a healthy weight, i just can't deal with the fact i'll have to count calories and evey single gram of food that goes in my mouth for my whole life to even have a chance at being close to a not obese weight. most people who try to lose weight fail and theres no reason to believe i'll be any different.
i keep seeing people my height literally 70lb lighter wanting to lose weight, it's so discouraging how fat i actually am, i really don't see any hope and haven't in a while, and it's just too exhausting to think about the fact that i'm lying to myself thinking i'll be thin one day.
i don't know if i'm writing this in hopes someone will snap me out of it, or if i just needed to post a goodbye and wish people luck and finally just let go of an unrealistic dream, but i felt i had to rant. i will delete if posts like these aren't allowed
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