So when I was a kid (around 9-13 years old). I had to go to the doctor almost all the time. I was morbidly obese, always out of breath, had dieticians, would get tested for diabeties type 2 and hormonal imbalance, doctors suggested weight loss surgery and one doctor told me that if I don’t lose weight I will not be able to walk by the time I am 20. I ignored it all as the 9-13 year old I was. My childhood was quite miserable with no friends and bullying etc
Come 17 I decided lose everything and I’m 19 now at a very healthy weight with no diabeties and can still walk. The thing is I’m afraid of food. Like really afraid of it. I’m always weighing myself all the time, I track calories obsessively and won’t go to a restaurant if I can’t count the calories in the meal. Whenever I eat something bad I would have breakdowns about it. I just hate eating and I despise meal time and I think this is a problem. Do I have some sort of eating disorder?
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