I am in the middle of my weight loss journey and I sometimes find myself feeling so damn angry.
I am angry that so much of my self worth is tied to my weight. I am angry that people who meet me now or who have known me for the past four years only know me as overweight and that I justify to them that I was skinny before they knew me. I am angry that medication helped me to get here. I am angry that people will treat me better when I lose weight. I am angry that a lot of those people will be friends and family. I am angry that congratulations on my weight loss make me want to tell people to go fuck themselves. I am angry that gaining weight is treated as the worst thing that has happened to me. I am angry with them that I agree.
I want to lose weight for good reasons and feel healthy. But so much of the time I feel so much spite.
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