I am 19 now and I've lost 13kg from almost 88kg since I graduated high school. During high school I was that one kid who always bullied and laughed at no matter what. I went to an all boys school so it was even worse. I was too weak to defend myself. But I was a teenager and didn't know anything about weight loss until I was 17-18. But by that time I already graduated high school. I get so angry just thinking about high school because I couldn't experience what it was like being normal or trying to fit in and making friends. During high school you are supposed to start improving your social skills and make friends but I had to deal with this shit for nearly every day for 4-5 years. I was bullied for other things but those were things about me that I can't fix. Now I am full of insecurities, my body being my main one. I don't know if this is normal to anyone else. People do treat me better. But it still makes me angry, because I can't change the past and everytime I look in the mirror I always see that fat kid who was always bullied and had barely any friends.
I still have 8kg to loose before I get to my goal weight of 66kg.
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