I'm not really sure how I tackle this, but I look in the mirror and I don't feel like it's me yet. In my mind whenever I think of my face it's still chubby, and whenever I see people that knew me then, all I can imagine them thinking is how fat I used to be. Obviously this is pretty much my own insecurity continuing to bleed out everywhere. The people around me have congratulated me and (mostly) been fairly supportive, but I'm my own worst enemy you know? I made myself fat after all.
I find myself still incredibly frustrated with myself and my mental, but I've kept my calories counted throughout it. I've built the day-to-day habits and I feel confident in them, but I don't feel confident in myself I guess. I don't know what I'm looking for posting this, but I guess I don't feel comfortable bringing it up to anyone else. My mom was a former large person (and still struggles with her weight after a gastric bypass), and even mentioning this to her left her confused. She doesn't think about her weight loss the same way I do.
tl;dr I still feel big and beat myself up over it, and I don't know what to do about it.
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