I hate myself

I don’t know where else I’m able to say this. I hate myself, I hate the way I look, I hate the way I feel.

I’ve been meaning to get around starting my weight loss for months and I haven’t done anything. All this time just wasted when I could have done something.

Everyday I have the motivation to get started but I end up binge eating later on in the day and tell myself I’ll start tomorrow. I’m tired of doing that. I want to look good, I want to feel good and I want to be healthy.

I can’t remember the last time I went to a store and bought clothes in person because they usually never have my sizes and I have to shop online. I don’t want to be wearing a 2XL or 3XL clothes anymore. I want to be able to enter stores and be able to try on and fit any piece of clothing I want. I want to be able to have a good relationship with food and not having to worry about overeating. I want to be able to exercise frequently without feeling tired. I want to be a healthier person

I want to be more confident And I want to succeed in my weight loss journey. But everyday I think about all the time I had wasted and if I didn’t waste time earlier, I would have already lost the weight by now.

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