I’m down about 30lbs since September and I am really proud of myself for doing it. But I know it’ll probably be at least another 9-10 months before I lose the last 30lbs to get to my goal and it’s so frustrating because I feel myself fixating on all my flaws lately. I am very aware that beach season is coming up and I feel LESS confident wearing a two piece right now than I did when I was 30 pounds heavier (though don’t get me wrong, I didn’t feel amazingly confident in a swimsuit then either).
I just feel sad that I can’t feel confident right now. And I know I’ll need to battle these feelings at whatever weight I’m at, throughout my life. But I just thought being at the lowest weight of my adult life would make me feel better about myself than I do.
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