Since my highest weight four years ago, I am down 40 lbs. Not all at once. I lost 35-ish three years ago, but gained them all back in 2019. I’ve been losing since 11/2019 and over the weekend I finally crossed that 40-lb threshold.
I should be happy, but instead, I’m kinda bitter.
None of my clothes fit me. I have no money to buy new clothes. I own nothing that looks good on me that can “show off” this milestone of weight loss success, and due to COVID, I have nowhere to go and no one to see anyway.
So I’m bitter. Bitter than nobody can see my success, bitter that I’m broke, and bitter that there’s nothing I can wear that makes me feel beautiful.
I hate it. It sucks. Rant over. Thanks for reading if you made it this far. Sorry to be a Debbie Downer.
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