20|M|108kg
i'm starting my weight loss journey tomorrow 600 to 800 cal , cardio and weight lifting i don't care if i die
i was always fat kid in class people used to tease me but i never gave fuck bout them after twnth grade when reached at 125 i decided to loss weight with help of dietician after dew months i was around 97 kgs then for my exams i took break and after graduation i was again 118 kg so i gained weight back in 2019 that year i was also dropped a year for medical entrance exam adter 12th grade and i joined coaching class and in class i fell in love with a girl she was just beautiful and like an angel fallen from sky so i worked hard in gym to get in shape cuz she was beautiful and fit so i expected she will except same (this all was silent love kinda thing she still doesn't know my name maybe) then one day i was at 91 kgs it was 10th of june 2020 she removed me from her instagram followers i felt so bad and left all exercise and diet and i just fucked in exams again i was 110 kg in 2020 November then i got my shit together and started preparing for my exam again and diet this time by April or May I was 89 kg thinnest in my teens but i got sick cuz of corona and in June and went upto 95 kg then i started studying like 20 hrs a day so no physical exercise and binge eating took me to 100 kg after my exam(it went well) i again had binge eating that took me now to 108 kg
now i'm fucked i can't even see myself in mirror i went to 89 kg to 108 kg in very short time it's like i can feel new fat around my waist my arms my entire body it's annoying at the same time it's making me depressed about my weight
but the show must go on so i decided to work hard from tommorow
let's fuck it baby........... 👅👅
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