Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Start of the journey and it feels scary. 22, CW: 248lbs

So i’ve just weighed myself this morning and i’ve ballooned all the way up to 248 pounds. Fuck me. It was scary to see that number. Heaviest i have been all my life. I’ve been at the start of a weight loss journey so many times now and i feel a sense of hopelessness that i will never reach the weight I would like to be. However I do feel much determined this time round and I feel like i can learn from my mistakes.

Its funny because around this time last year, i stared a weight-loss journey and come around April-May, i hit a weight of 218lbs and i was super ecstatic. But then throughout the summer I neglected working out and went back to bad eating habits and now here we are.

I know what i have to do. I’ll be doing CICO and try my best to work out 4-5 times a week. I think this time around however I’ll do my best to write down my journey day by day and look at the progression i’ve made. I know inevitably, i will slip up once or twice but I don’t want to end up giving up on my journey for 3 months and then having to start over again.

I feel cautiously optimistic, scared and excited at the same time. But it really is in my hands at the end of the day and it’s all up to me.

One question: I’m aiming to hit a weight of 210 pounds by late Feb/ early March. Is that realistic?

Thanks guys and LETS GO!!!

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