Last year I was in an abusive relationship and finally got the courage to leave. Although I dropped his dead weight I carried with me the weight I gained from stress and depression with me after. It was a daily reminder of everything I went through. I couldn't really stand to look at myself in the mirror. One of my passions is modeling which was something he always made fun of. Because of that I stopped doing it and really just stopped taking care of my body.
In February I decided to change that. I started doing IF and sometimes Keto and work out at least 5 times a week doing cardio and some ab work. Unfortunately my dairy allergy came back with a vengeance and was causing all kinds of unpleasant issues. Currently I have cut out dairy and am counting my calories. I tracking everything through my fitness.
I've struggled with my weight loss because it seems like people are starting to treat me different now that I'm losing weight. I've been rejected by many people in the plus size community, because they are very sensitive to my weight loss posts and sometimes start arguments because I describe the way I used to look.
My final goal will be to replace my cardio with weight lifting in hopes to become a fitness model.
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