I’ll try to be as brief as possible, but the bottom line will be title.
I have always been the fat kid. As long as I can remember I have always been called of something that either is a reference to being round or a straight up yo-ur-fat insult.
I didn’t mind this at the time, still don’t. Or so I thought. I’m down 40kg (almost 90lbs). I still feel like I am the fat kid. I still feel like people are still being bothered by my presence. I still feel ugly and fat.
I don’t want you to feel sorry for me, all I want is for you to learn from my mistakes: get a psychologist for your own sake. I won’t say my weight loss is meaningless, but I’m definitely still unhappy, even though I lost a shit ton of weight to be where I am right now. I could have been in a much better place if I had simply started seeing a psychologist before.
Learn from me and get yourself a shrink rn.
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