I’ve been trying to lose weight for the past 4 years. My heaviest of all time was 275lbs. 5”6.5. My lowest weight was 211 lbs. just two years ago the lowest I weight was 217lbs. Now I am 258. What the fuck is wrong with me. As I am writing this self pity is starting to ring its familiar sound. I’ve been pitying myself for the most of my early 20s. My birthday is coming up soon and I will be 25. I cannot imagine losing the weight anymore. I cant see myself “skinny because I have been at 217 and I saw nothing in the mirror. When I had initially lost weight I went vegan for a few months and started going to the gym. Now I am a daily smoker and barely go outside. There are emotional problems I am going through but the therapy and the medications don’t help. In fact they make it worse. I have been trying to ask for help for a while, not just with my emotional issues but with weight loss. I cannot seem to find independence. Which is why I need a person to be my anchor because I obviously can’t do that for myself.
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