so ever since i started losing weight about 10 months ago, it becomes more and more obsessive i go to sleep and wake up thinking about losing weight, sometimes i have an irrational fear that i have eaten too much even though i know i haven't, i am diagnosed with ocd
sometimes i just wish that time would pass faster, or that the day would end soon just so i can do it all over again the next morning
today I did 2 hours of light walking but it was because I really like it
I used to weigh 145kg, now I weigh 91kg and I'm 186cm, being skinny right now is all I want, I just can't fail, I'm 18 but I've lost 6 years of my life because of ocd which led to depression and morbid obesity
I learned the importance of eating healthy so I never went to extremes but I've thought about it a few times
I can't fail I've wasted too much time of my life, I'm probably obsessed I don't know but I honestly don't care, it's all I want in the world, I'm going to get it anyway preferably in a healthy way like I did for 10 months
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