I’m not done yet, but I’m down 70+lbs and at a more socially acceptable size for a 5’10” F. But now that I’m here, I’m feeling hyper-critical of other things that never bothered me before like my nose, my fine lines, my thin, short hair.
I think I was sold the idea that “I was pretty for a fat girl” but that doesn’t translate to being pretty as a “thin” girl (not that I’m thin yet, but I’m closer than ever before).
Now I feel like I’m just below average looking, and I’m thinking about what else I can do to improve my appearance. I’ve been really thinking about things like Botox and tape-in hair extensions.
Or, maybe, my brain won’t let me be happy with my appearance. Maybe being fat was the obvious “flaw” I could focus on for the last 20 years and if that’s gone, I need to find other flaws to obsess over.
Anyway, I’m just feeling a bit deflated and wanted to see if anyone out there could offer some insight or could relate.
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